<3 01/11/2013 <3
So much has happened since I last posted. I ended up talking to Joey again and he started to lead me to believe that I had a fighting chance. That view was proven wrong. Now we are not talking again. Go figure. I just don’t think it’s meant to be. Anyway, that’s not what I wanted to talk about. I just wanted to clear something up because my last post on here was about him. It’s rather aggravating that all I talk about is Joey (or any guy for that matter). Personally, I think it’s best that I stay single for a while. At least until I figure out who I am and get through college. Of course, that may it may not happen. Who knows? What I wanted to say was that even though I’m depressed a lot of the times and I occasionally get those manic states, I found out that I am not bipolar. The medication that I take to help that disorder does not work so they have come to the conclusion that I’m not bipolar. I simply have situational depression, or so they say. Is that even a thing? Well, at least I know what’s wrong. I’ll leave out the gloomy details. I have decided to be content with the way things are. I’m sure I will find something that makes me truly happy someday. For now, I need to set my sights on different things. Certain things that I know can help me. (:
So I’ve had somewhat of a hard past, but when I think about it, I actually live a pretty decent life.
Yeah, that happened… >_>
Let’s see, I no longer talk to Joey anymore. I’ve pretty much lost Marty as any interest but we’re still friends. Steven has been upset with me too many times, but this time I think I won’t screw up. I can pretty much blame everything on Joey. If it weren’t for him then I could be completely happy. Enough said.